Life Before Her Eyes, The
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IMDB rating: 7.10 Plot: A dramatic thriller about Diana, a suburban wife and mother who begins to question her seemingly perfect life—and perhaps her sanity—on the 15th anniversary of a tragic high school shooting that took the life of her best friend. In flashbacks, Diana is a vibrant high schooler who, with her shy best friend Maureen, plot typical teenage strategies—cutting class, fantasizing about boys—and vow to leave their sleepy suburb at the first opportunity. The older Diana, however, is haunted by the increasingly strained relationship she had with Maureen as day of the school shooting approached. These memories disrupt the idyllic life she’s now leading with her professor husband Paul and their young daughter Emma. As older Diana’s life begins to unravel and younger Diana gets closer and closer to the fatal day, a deeper mystery slowly unravels. |
Actors: Alpert Sherman,Arbogast J.T.,Booth Zachary,Bringles Ben,Carney Tom,Chanler-Berat Adam,Cohen Tanner,Conboy Peter,Cravens Pierce,Cullen Brett,Davidson Aldous,Epstein Brett,Fagan Alexander,Drama,Thriller,
Suddenly believing that you might be gay?
I have been attracted to women all my life. In fact, before I could even remember existing. I was told that I used to crawl into the laps of women in public places simply because I found them to be pretty. I have recently had a crush on a girl, and finally said that I liked her, but that I wanted to be friends still because I knew that she had a boyfriend. Well, that basically shot my self-esteem down the drain. I seem to think pretty badly of myself when in public. I feel I’m not that attractive or even a great social person. I have ADD so I take aderol, and an extremely mild anti-depressant (It sounds like useless info, I know).
However, because of these events, I came to getting the thought of "what if I’m gay?" Suddenly, the thought was stuck in my head. I explored the thought and contemplated it. The thought started to jam it’s way into everything I did. Now, my brain is almost trying to tell me that I am a homosexual. It makes me feel happy to feel such things, even though I love women. It causes me to ignore women and try to examine men all the time. Now, I’m sure that I couldn’t be gay, simply because I cant exactly imagine a gay man examining every single male he passes. I seem to stare at them simply to see if I feel attracted to them.
Now, there could be many things contributing to this, and it has put me in a conundrum. I have recently, and I mean just a couple days ago, started taking these meds. Also, self-esteem and a rejection could come into play. I am a very logical person with ADD, thus my mind goes wild when I think. I could also consider myself the epitome of a heterosexual male, as I’ve stated, I’ve liked women since before I was even aware of the world around me.
I have heard of an OCD disorder called HOCD, where basically it is the ‘fear’ of being gay. I’ve never been diagnosed, or even gone to a therapist for such a thing. When these thoughts come into my head, they take over basically, and cause me to feel that I am actually a gay person. No, it’s not a split personality. It’s just me thinking heavily about certain things. I know I am still attracted to women, as I can get aroused by one when they have attractive aspects. Hell, I can basically undress them with my eyes. Yes, I know. I sound like a pervert.
Honestly, what’s everyone’s opinion on the matter? But please, don’t jump to simple conclusions. "Yup, you’re definitely gay" is just silly. Hormones perhaps?
I am 19 years old and I’m in my second semester of college.
The world is full of Atheist lies,
Confusion on every hand;
God’s word is twisted and denied,
Just as the homosexuals have planned.
Gay marriage, prostitutes in the street,
By the communists liberals they are easily led;
Trampeling God’s Truth under their feet,
Persecuting Christians instead.
So take prayer out of our schools,
Murder babies, let men marry a man,
Destroy your souls, ignore the moral rules,
For you Satan has a Plan.
God’s word is True, He says what He means,
And those who Obey Him are wise;
Reject God’s word and it’s plainly seen,
He’ll let you believe Satan’s lies!
Jayden's Mommy | Feb 05, 2010
Salvador Marshall