Meaning of Life, The - DivX Version (Normal Quality), iPod/iPhone Version
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IMDB rating: 7.40 Plot: The Monty Python group examines the meaning and purpose of life in a series of sketches from conception to death and beyond. In typical Monty Python fashion they satirizes and humourizes almost everyone. |
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Everyone in my life believes that I'm insane.?
Well My names Travis and I’m a 36yr old male in very good physical shape and faily good looking "from what others have said" and I’m doing this to find out people’s opinions and to learn why I’m the away I am from an outside source(s). "I’ve tried psychiatry but well… I blew the mans mind and he told me that I was a lost cause so I tried others only to achieve to a similar effect, and the numerous mind altering anti-depressants I have taken over the years have only numbed my psyche and turned me into a mindless drone "Dumbed me down" to a sense.
Ok.. to start thing’s off for pretty much my entire life I’ve been an outcast you could say… I can’t remember having any friends in school at all, I mean I know people wanted to be but I never saw the point in having any I guess, I would have people chat with me all of the time during class and lunch time but I would always zone them out, I just felt that they weren’t really important and that unless they had any outstanding benefits they could offer me freely I needn’t bother with them pretty much. I was an "straight-A" student but it really didn’t matter to me seeing as I didn’t really care what my parent’s thought… I just preferred skimming past everything and graduating a year early over staying in that mess for another year and my wish came true. So afterwords I went on to the University of Miami to study and my path lead me to Marine Biology and well… that worked out as well I guess? So I went on doing that for a decade doing that and not much has changed since then, same old stuff a different day. I even tried marriage once a while back but I guess I never told her that I even loved her the two years we were together and never even paid attention to her at all, My parent’s always have told me that I’m "the essence of neutrality" and that I don’t have a single care in the world" But I can’t grasp the meaning of that. I mean nobody is truly neutral are they? Whatever, It’s not like it matters.
Anyways, none of my family has even talked to me for two years since my wife left me but I just don’t get it, I never have even yelled at them before? Why would they scorn me? I watch television and I see people making up after getting into fight’s and then mending eventually. I mean I really don’t need my relatives in my life and I don’t care about them at all to be honest, I’m not mad it’s just that they really don’t matter at all, if you look at it all nothing matters besides the Earth, humans just destroy it slowly "intentionally or unintentionally" and it’s never going to stop which saddens me, whenever I visit the Florida Keys and notice the Coral reef It just looks like dead, and of course I do everything in my power to help the environment that is off subject and I would rather keep on the task at hand.
I just have never in my entire life felt like I have belonged, I don’t even feel human.. I can’t even remember crying from sadness or love before. I just feel like a shell without any life of it’s own which is fine with me and I don’t resent it but I just regret being born as a human. I feel trapped in this body and I am certain that I will never feel "happiness" or even "sadness" while I’m here because I haven’t yet, I’m trying so hard to reach into myself and cry right now but it’s not working, I can’t even manage that, so to cut this short, is it possible to be born the way I have? I really find it odd asking this and I’m sure you will all think I’m crazy as well but I’m just curious into what regular people will think about my supposed "condition" oh and I really don’t think I’m depressed seeing as I’ve been this way as far back as I can remember and I don’t feel sadness at all so don’t even bother with that, I know how yahoo answers can be when it comes to stating the obvious, let’s just leave it at that shall we?
There are a couple typo’s but I typed this in 10 minutes so that’s nothing out of the ordinary.
And I feel most at home in Nature, I presonally resent cities and I just enjoy breathing fresh air in the morning and taking a swim, It’s the only think that keep’s me here to be honest.
y best friend’s Mom had told me that I was psychic before I even really knew it. Yes, I did have psychic experiences, but because I had had them all my life, I thought nothing of them. Some of the earliest experiences that I remember was when I rode at a jumping stable, I would always knew what days I was going to fall off and when I would have to have a different mount.
I also sense when a storm is coming and also get dreams about things before they happen. Once I dreamt of a black horse standing behind a wooden fence under the shade of trees. My Dad recently bought property in that exact location and I also trying out a black horse that I might buy.
Another dream I had was that I met a boy at school named Jordan, a few weeks later, I really did meet him and the guy’s name was Jordan. Freaky, yes? But recently I have been hearing other people’s thoughts. In class we all had to interview someone in the room. When I asked the girl her D.O.B., I heard the word August in my head and it turned out to be right.
I hate being psychic I really do, it’s not as fun as it might seem because I have lost a lot of friends due to it.
Ryan | Nov 19, 2009
Well, why do you ask my friend? There’s obviously nothing wrong with you. You’re not being scorned you’re just out of contact. You sit deeply within yourself, and you’re satisfied and sheltered from the outside world. You’re aware of the situation, yet, you don’t ‘care’ for the situation. Here’s some help.
Start giving of yourself in a way you’ve never done before. Start giving to strangers, start helping random people. Small acts of kindness here and there. Don’t impose yourself on them, but say you notice someone needs a hand with something. Help them out, for nothing back. Start giving your time to soup kitchens. Start giving people heartfelt advice on yahoo answers. Start sharing of all your gifts.
What you have is the lack of need. In order to combat this, what you need to do is start giving to others in need. This won’t make you need things, but it will put things in perspective for you, and since social interaction isn’t something you find necessary unless you’re receiving something, take a look at it from the other side. Your greatest weakness is your strength. The only thing you do wrong, is keep it bottled up. Reach out and touch people, and you’ll find the spot that’s missing, making you feel weird and neutral.
Give, and you shall receive.
ichi-ni-san | Nov 19, 2009
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